Newly released pages from a Nashville child murderer’s diary show the gender-confused Christian school shooter calling herself “the Devil’s apprentice,” writing in multiple personas, and taking the persona of demons. The newly released pages also include drawings of upside-down crosses and the demonic number “666.”

On Sept. 8, thanks to a lawsuit from the Wisconsin Institute of Law and Liberty (WILL), the FBI released 525 more heavily redacted pages from writings of the individual who murdered six, including three children, at the Covenant School in Nashville, Tennessee in March 2023. Under President Biden, the FBI had attempted to keep the transgender murderer’s writings sealed, obscuring her motives.

In this latest release, the shooter declares would-be mass killers like her want to shoot up churches because of the Christian doctrine that men and women are different. In the wake of the shooting, Biden’s FBI sent a memo to local police advising against releasing any information that could turn public opinion against LGBT-identifying people. Four days after the shooting, President Biden issued a statement claiming “Transgender Americans shape our nation’s soul.”

It appears the 28-year-old child murderer agreed with that but depicted the “soul-shaping” entirely in a demonic direction. Her notebooks are replete with references to the demonic and suggest the shooter may have believed she was demon possessed.

They exhibit different writing personalities and handwriting styles when writing in her given name versus writing in her transgender name. The transgender persona, an “imaginary boy,” is “ready to die,” she writes, while her given name seeks “forgiveness.”

The dates on the writings indicate the shooter created evidence of her plans for mass murder at least four years before she carried them out. The newly released pages from her notebooks include a striking drawing of the shooter as “the Devil’s apprentice,” dated New Year’s Eve 2019.

“The Devil is the king of Evil. I have become his secret apprentice as he is teaching me the ways of the Dark Force and the Dark Side,” the Nashville shooter wrote in the newly released notebook pages. “He is infesting my mind with revenge on a grand scale, to [sic] great for my own ability. If I am to one day commit the most infamous school shooting, I will need the Devils [sic] powers.”

It is eerily similar to a drawing by the most recent transgender school shooter, who shot Christian children in Minneapolis last month. His drawing depicted him looking into a mirror at a demonic figure. Both shooters indicated their hatred of Christians and Donald Trump in writing. Prominent Democrats echoed the Minneapolis killer’s writings immediately after his murder spree by mocking Christianity, prayer, and God.

The Minneapolis martyrdom of Christian children in a Catholic church in August appears to be the seventh mass shooting attempt by transgender Americans since 2018. Reporter Andy Ngo, who tracks violent leftist extremism, says transgender individuals have set up cells across the United States and committed other murders, including that of a Border Patrol agent.

The new pages from the 2023 Nashville shooter, dated 2019 to 2020, are replete with conversations with and thoughts about demons and Satan. They include a three-page “Demon’s journal entry.”

“This little gay faggot thinks I am a threat, but I am not,” the shooter writes, in the persona of a demon. “I don’t do anything. I let everything go my way, so its [sic] perfect and everything is fine. My life is under my control. You do what I say, and I will not act in a raging fit and I will perceive or think I hate you. I don’t hate you nessesarly [sic], I just hate when you try to tell me what to do. the more you nag me & tell me to clean this, fix that, [redacted] isn’t cutting it, the more I will do nothing because I freak out.”

The journal entry from the “demon” persona then largely turns into two more pages of complaining about work and people who tell the writer she should work. The entry and the entire journal are littered with swear words, including liberal use of the F-word.

“Live work is stressful but it should be worthwhile,” the entry says near the end. “If demon thinks its [sic] not, its [sic] programmed through [redacted]…Demon hates working w/people so how the f-ck [redacted] Cause demon is a pussy 9 yr old boy.”

Other journal entries indicate the shooter was attracted to women and this opened her up to the popular idea that she could have a man or boy inside her woman’s body. This, along with demonic ideation and conversation, coincided with the shooter expressing multiple personalities, in addition to many other incoherent thoughts, in her writings.

An entry dated Dec. 6, 2019 — Saint Nicholas’ feast day — depicts a snake-like creature with fangs alongside a poem about the shooter’s multiple personalities’ lust for murder. The poem describes “one half of me” that “wants to end as a murderer.” “A part of me hears my God / a part of me hears the devil,” says the journal entry dated three and a half years before the murderer killed Christians and was shot in action by a police sharpshooter.

“I have a half side of me who wants to end lives and mine,” it says. “My half would be considered the killing cobra of a beast in me,” the poem concludes.

“I am of the devil,” proclaims a journal heading a few pages later next to an upside down cross and “666” in a triangle.

The same page includes a drawing of a demon and more upside-down crosses and “666s.” “I believe in God but am possessed by the devil,” the author proclaims on page 27 in the FBI document.

On the next page, the shooter declares, “My church doesn’t accept gay people, so therefore I hate all of you. Churches who have the rainbow flag outside, I will maybe enter, but church overall is pointless and a waste of time and should be destroyed. Some mass killers have got some similar thoughts in mind like how I think and have proved their thoughts made flesh to the world.”

On page 141 of the FBI’s latest release, a journal entry dated June 26, 2019 depicts and labels the shooter as “monster controlled.” “Monsters chewing up my soul,” the page says.

On one almost completely redacted page in the new releases, the shooter depicts another demon under the page heading “Demon Possessed.” It is a striking agreement with the Christian teachings that demons — rebellious angels — are real and they use their powers to wage an ultimately unsuccessful war against God by tempting humans to join them in hell.

In previously released materials, the shooter discusses an “imaginary boy” that becomes her transgender persona, whom she found in a “dark, gloomy” “cave.” Of this boy, she writes on page 207 of the FBI releases: “we’ve been spending a lot of time together. Just the two of us in the mysterious, hidden cave where no one know who we are where we are. I started sharing things to him, the secrets that I kept hidden from everyone.”

About this imaginary boy, the shooter also wrote in words eerily suggesting demon possession: “I’ve been becoming more comfortable being myself through him.” And, on page 209: “His spirit was released into 1 real human being that was an accepting heart. Maybe I need that more than him so I could learn not to ignore him anymore.”

On a “fantasy murder list” entry in other previously released documents, the troubled soul wrote “Donald J. Trump.” She also wrote “Cheswell Middle Prep” on the list, the only other visible entry. Inexplicably, two other items on the “murder list” are redacted from public view, like numerous portions of the releases.

About the Sandy Hook, Connecticut school shooter, the Tennessee murderer wrote: “If that dude could kill 20-something kids & teachers and he was more severe on the Autism spectrum, I can do it to [sic].”

“I just wish to switch genders like a clownfish,” she wrote in documents a judge ordered the FBI to release earlier this year in response to the successful lawsuit by WILL lawyers on behalf of the Star News Network.

These documents provide more eerie indications of connections between spiritual evil and real-world manifestations such as child shootings. They show that criminals who describe themselves as demonically inspired accept Christian truth claims.