Bravolebrity and Summer House star Lindsay Hubbard has finally addressed her recent breakup with Carl Radke in an especially candid Instagram post in which she admitted the choice to end their engagement was not her decision.

“The last 2 weeks have been the most heartbreaking and emotional weeks of my life. My entire life and future was ripped out from underneath me and I’ve had a hard time making sense of it all – with no answers or closure on why,” she wrote in the post shared Thursday (Sept. 14) afternoon.

She continued, “I feel humiliated by how it went down, and simultaneously heartbroken that it happened in the first place. My trust has been betrayed, and coming to terms with that has been difficult for me.

“This was not my decision, and I do not agree with quitting a relationship (at this level) without trying everything possible first,” she wrote, adding, “I am still grieving and trying to process all that has happened, but I felt it was important to update you all.”

The Bravo couple were slated to get married in a destination wedding in Mexico later this November.

Hubbard’s statement comes just days after a letter Radke sent to friends and family leaked online. In the letter, Radke confirmed the couple broke up within “the last two weeks” and apologized for the inconvenience posed by canceling the wedding so close to the date.

“We were left trying to figure out how this all exactly happened before we could even have the opportunity to determine the path forward amongst ourselves,” he shared, before confirming they would not be “moving forward with the wedding.”

“Lindsay is devastated and I’m crushed with how all this transpired,” Radke wrote to their friends and family, though he did not specify what caused the break-up.

The couple met on Season 1 of Summer House in 2016 but did not begin dating until 2021. Radke proposed last summer while filming Summer House Season 7.

According to inside sources with knowledge of the matter, Hubbard was blindsided by the breakup, while Radke hasn’t been “in this relationship emotionally for a while.”

“Only producers knew this was coming, very few of the guests were informed before the news broke,” a source told Us Weekly this month. “The deadline to cancel their rooms and receive a refund [is over], so many guests were left to eat the costs.”

Reports claim Radke broke up with Hubbard while taping Summer House Season 8.

If true, we could be getting some major drama (a lá Vanderpump Rules Season 10) when the new season airs.